I'm getting my nipples pierced. That is all.

So I want new piercings. Ears of course, and belly button. I'm considering getting a clit piercing, too. I'm pretty sure if I did get one, I'd get a horizontal. I dunno, I really like the look of them, and they're supposed to increase sensitivity. Plus they heal relatively quickly, cause of the blood flow to the vag and all. I'd have to find a place to do it tho...this is definitely some spur of the moment thing tho. Of course I'll be doing lots of research and making appointments in tattoo/piercings studios.

Clit piercings usually go through the clitoral hood, under the clit, or to the side of it. The labia can be pierced too. Actually piercing your clit is a lot harder and too intense for a lot of people, so I definitely think a horizontal would be better.

So, all my senior projects and shit are kicking my ass. And now I have to put in apps for college...I want to be a Physician's assistant, which is awesome. But I'll have to take sooo many math and chemistry classes. I'm going to die. Then I have to pass nursing/med school. I have to have over a 3.5 gpa after I get my bachelor's before I can even get into nursing...oh my fucking god. I am going to die.

Honestly, if you wanted to get laid right now, could you?
Probably, but not by the guy I want. D:

Have you kissed someone with braces?
Yup.

You see your ex and he/she tells you they miss you & you say?
Buh?

You find out your ex is having a kid with someone you don't like you say?
Lawllll.

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Violet.

Do you sing in the car?
Psh, no. Not if people can hear me.

Was it hard for you to get over your ex?
Yes.

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Yup.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Both, but I usually do in the morning to wake me up.

When is the last time you had pizza?
No idea.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Hopefully.

Is there anybody you wish would just fall off the planet?
Yeah.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Yup.


Do you wear shoes in your house or take them off?
Depends.

When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
Either is fine.

How was your day overall?
Decent enough.

Do you swallow gum when your finished?
Ew no!

Have any piercings?
Four.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Yep.

You just cracked your knuckles didn't you?
Holy shit yes.

Whats going on with you and the person you last kissed?
Uh...he tried to play me and I was like "Uh, no."?

Your phone is ringing. Its your ex. What do you say?
"WHAT Fry?"

How are you feeling at this exact moment?
Tired.

Do you ever wonder how other people see you?
Yes. Especially since I don't want one in particular to think I'm a creeper.

What's something you really want right now?
My cat to gtfo my desk.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Woke up lol.

Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
Yes...conserves water.

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Only if I could come back to the present time like it is now. I'd just want to see what happens.

What do you do when something's wrong?
Flip the fuck out.

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
Yes, but I'd be mortified if he walked in my awful house.

What do you hear?
Emilie Autumn!

What is something you realized today?
I'm obviously not very good at hiding my emotions.


Have you seen any of the Saw movies?
Yes and I wish they'd stop.

Do you like country music?
\Like...super super old country.

If alcohol were banned, what would be your reaction be?
"WHY IS THE RUM GONE?!"

Who is the last person that called you?
My aunt.

Does anyone have feelings for you right now?
I hope hope hope hope hope so!

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
No lol.

Last restaurant you went to?
Kanpai to eat, Ruby Tuesday to work.

Will this weekend be a good one?
Looks decent so far.

Who hugged you last?
Uh...Crazy Julie.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yup.
What does your last text say?
"Hilarious."

Are all of your friends virgins?
Nope.

When is the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex?
Sometime not soon enough.

Do you want to take something back that happened in the last week?
Me not acting all cool and chill in front of Grant. I kept smiling and now he probably thinks I'm some crazy creeper.

Do you ever think about the price of gasoline?
Yes and I don't even have a car.

Last time you forced yourself to do something?
This morning, to get up for school.

Who is your number one on your top?
Molly.

Do you drive?
I drive an imaginary bus on a rainbowwwww.

Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out?
No!

Do you need a girlfriend/​boyfriend to be happy?
No but it is nice.

Whats the biggest promise someone broke with you?
Fry, saying he'd marry me. Lol what bullshit.

Did the last person you kissed ever tell you they loved you?
No.

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them in a car?
Mhm.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?
None of the above.

What did/would you do for your 18th birthday?
I went to Kanpai and had Japanese food. :D

I wish my projects weren't all so close together and so friggin hard. And that Mrs. Bauman wasn't a bitch. And that Grant would ask me out! And that this rum tasted better! D: I mean...shouldn't Captain Morgan taste freakin great or something?

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
-Art teacher.

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
-Sure.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
-Of course.

Did the last person you kiss have piercings?
-Yes.

Do you get drunk every weekend?
-No, but I am pretty sure I am now.

Does the thought of being in love make you nervous?
-Since I've been hurt before, yes, but I want to be loved.

Missing someone?
-Yeah...

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
-Maybe.

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
-Dunno.

Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
-Yes. Molly you're awesome, and stuff.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
-Dunno.

Does anyone know every little detail about you?
-A few exes, and my best friend.

Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
-Sleeping
or getting fucked up.

What do you want right now?
-The rum not to burn on the way down.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
-I hope so.

Who's the last person you shared food with?
-Molly. Sorry I couldn't get us drinks dude.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
-Fuck yes.

What made your day today?
-Matt getting me rum.

Do people ever call you by your last name?
-Ahaha no.

Is anything bothering you right now?
-Can't see straight.

Are you excited about anything?
-YES.

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
-I dunno. Not romantically if I did.

Have you smoked a cig. in the last 48 hours?
-No cigs.

Have you ever caught a butterfly?
-Dunno.

What is the last thing you laughed uncontrollably about?
-Grant and Jeremy. And me fucking them. And rum <3

Do you like sushi?
-Yeah.

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
-Yeah. Fuckin snuggle me.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
-School mostly
What's on your mind right now?
-Fuckin econ homework.

Confused about anything?
-Can't see straight

What time did you go to sleep last night & why?
-Like one am.

What woke you up today?
-Alarm clock.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/​​​​girlfriend smokes?
-Only pot I don't like.

In May were you in a relationship?
-No fucking idea.

What do you hear right now?
-Crickets and something.

Do you like it when people play with your hair?
-Depends on who.

What if somebody liked the same person you did?
-I get to screw them first.

Do you think you'll be hurt again?
-Constantly.

Where were you when you heard about Micheal Jackson's death?
-Sleeping.

What is something that can easily kill your mood?
-Mom, shit that's bad.

Does anyone completely understand you?
-I'm not sure.

How do you feel about your hair?
-Reeeeeeeeed.

Do you like to cuddle?
-yesss

Do you cry easily?
-Mhm.
What should you be doing right now?
-Homework.

When was the last time you watched a horror movie?
-Long time ago.

Do you have any drugs in your room?
-Just liquor and benadryl.

Have you ever seen the person you last texted, naked?
-Well it was fry so yeah.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
-I wish I'd seeen Grant today. Jeremy was bein a douche and not huggin me or whatever.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?
-duh.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
-drunk

Have you ever had a stalker?
-yeah.

Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
-no

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
-future and present

Have you ever received a text that made you cry?
-..lol yeah.

Are any of your friends virgins?
-yeah.

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
-Oh hellz no. I'd have to kick her ass down good too. If I had a bf, that is.

Would you ever donate blood?
-yes but not with rum in it lol.

Ever stolen someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
-uh, no. wtf i swear.

I'm down at my aunt's commandeering her comp again, because mom took my comp, cell phone, AND mp3 player...with no fucking reason. I left without telling her after she went batshit insane and decided to take my phone and hit me across the head a couple times, so she'll probably be even more pissed at me when I go back home...oh well, whatever. I work all weekend so I won't be around her that much. Plus I just have to tough it out for a few more weeks and then I'll be 18 and can get all my shit back. I told Sayona about her taking my phone and mp3 player, but I also told her I didn't want to like...start shit with my mom, cause I know if she tried to talk to her about it, or if Mimi did, there'd be an uncontrollable shitstorm. Ugh...23 days can't go by fast enough! I don't want to have anything to do with my mother after I turn 18!

A. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU DELETED FROM YOUR CELL? Uhm...I think I deleted James, but I'm not sure.

B. WHAT MOVIE SUMS UP YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS? I have no idea.

C. WHAT'S ON THE LAST CD YOU BURNED? I haven't burned a cd in ages, but I'm pretty sure it was Siouxsie and the Banshees

D. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU SIGNED YOUR NAME ON? My homework probably.

E. WHAT'S THE CRAPPIEST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU RECENTLY? I dunno.

F. WHO WAS IN THE LAST PIC YOU TOOK WITH SOMEONE? Hm...my sister I think.

G. WHERE WAS THE LAST PUBLIC RESTROOM YOU USED? The one at work?

H. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON WHO SAID I HATE YOU? My mom. Yay mom.

I. HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR? I dunno?

J. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU BROKE DOWN (NOT YOUR CAR... YOU)? Uhm...I don't remember? I know Fry drove me crazy for a while. So...I guess around the time...Oh wait. About the time Lora and I got together?

K. IF YOU COULD READ ONE PERSONS MIND FOR ONE DAY, WHO WOULD IT BE? Several people.

L. ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS DRESSES THE BEST? Molly. I want to raep your closet.

M. WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS DRESSES THE WORST? I don't think any of them dress particularly "bad". Some just dress more casually than others.

N. WHAT'S IN YOUR POCKETS RIGHT NOW? Nothing.

O. HAVE YOU FAKED MORE ORGASMS THAN YOU'VE ACTUALLY HAD? ...>.> I faked quite a few with...aw, hell, I faked them all with Fry. He never got me to once.

P. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO YOUR EX? "Mkay, see ya."

Q. WHICH SONG SHOULD BE YOUR ANTHEM? Abney Park's cover of "I Am Stretched on Your Grave" and "Dazzle" by SatB

R. WHAT'S THE LAST NIGHTMARE YOU HAD? I don't have nightmares much. Just weird dreams.

S. EVER FELT COYOTE UGLY SYNDROME? No...

T. EVER BEEN TIED TO THE BED? I think?

U. EVER LIED TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK BETTER? I don't think so.

V. LAST THING YOU PRINTED OUT ON YOUR PC? No printer.

W. LAST WEB SEARCH YOU DID? I looked for the words to Annabell Lee by Poe.

X. LAST TIME YOU GOT SHITFACED? I've never been shitfaced...hell, I've never even been drunk.

Y. LAST HAND YOU HELD? ...Fry's? D: Which was like...over 9000 years ago.

Z. WHERE DO YOU WISH YOU WERE RIGHT NOW? Anywhere but home.

THE TODAY SURVEY

What time did you go to bed last night?
I'm not sure...I think about five am, tho...

What time did you wake up this morning?
6:00pm.

Do you know what woke you up? If so, what?
Just woke up naturally.

Who was the first person you saw this morning?
Jaima

What did you have for breakfast?I didn't eat until just a little bit ago.

What was the first song you listened to today?
I listened to Brain Regan, but as far as an actual song "I am Stretched on Your Grave" by Abney Park

Who was the first person you thought about when you woke up?
I dunno?

Who did you talk to first today?
Sister.

After breakfast, what did you do?
I had no breakfast. :/

What did you have for dinner/lunch?
A biscuit?

Did you enjoy it?
Sure.

Did you go anywhere today?
No but I dreamed some freaky stuff.

What time did you get on the internet?
Um, around 6pm.

Did you make or received any phone calls today?
Michelle called to see if I could pick up her am shift tomorrow.

Describe briefly what clothes you're wearing:
Blue silky pj bottoms and a black tshirt.

What kind of mood are you in?
A blah one. My jaw kinda hurts and I'd like to eat something.

FINISH THE SENTENCE

The best thing that happened to me today was...: texting?

The worst thing to happen to me today was...: Waking up.

I have spent the following amount of money today...: Zero dollars!

I am in love with...: no one.

The best word(s) to describe my day is/are...: Depressing.

If today was a color, it would be...:Grey.

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Where is the person you need most right now?
I'd like to think I don't need anyone.

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
Michelle.

Are you missing someone right now?
Not really.

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
I'd like to be, but realistically I don't think I will.

What has been on your mind the most today?
This weird dream I had.

Are you currently wearing socks?
Nope.

Has a girl put their arm around you in the past five days?
o.O I think one of my friends? That's a weird question.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
No. :(

Do you like your MySpace?
I do.

Do you tend to make things complicated?
Sometimes...

What is currently bothering you?
A few things.

Will this weekend be a good one?
It's been crappy so far, with a few alright points.

Do you like yourself?
For the most part. I have a few things I don't like, of course.

How is your heart currently?
Very lonely, but otherwise in mostly one piece.

Who hugged you last?
I don't know?

Are you a kissable person?
I'd like to think so.

Has your #2 on MySpace ever made you cry?
I don't think so.

Where were you last night?
Work and my house.

Have you smoked anything in the past 24 hours?
No, I don't smoke.

Will you be single over winter?
Probably.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Of course, I'll never forget.

If so, where?
His car.

Have you ever slept on a couch with that person?
Yes.

If your ex said they hate you, you say?
"Okay."

Are you mad at anyone right now?
Not particularly.

Do you add random questions into surveys when you take them?
No.

Where do you wanna live when you grow up?
Not here.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Pajama pants.

Would you date someone three years older than you?
I have before.

Would you get married if you could right now?
No. Marriage isn't my thing.

Is there someone you'll never forget?
There's quite a few.

Do you consider yourself spoiled?
Sometimes.

Who were you last on the phone with?
Michelle.

How old is the last person you kissed?
I dunno?

Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like?
Of course.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Lol. Lolololol.

Could you see yourself dropping out of high school?
Somewhat, but I know better.

Camping or nice hotel?
Nice hotel.

Have you ever received a MySpace message that made you cry?
I don't know.

Do you swear in front of your parents
Yes.

Is there anyone you want to see right now?
Sure. I'm bored, why not?

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yes.

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
Of course.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette
Yes, probably.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
Probably.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Jaima.

Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
That's life...

What were you doing 12 a.m. last night?
I can't exactly remember.

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
Not in my pajamas.

Did you sleep alone last night?
Yes, as usual.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Didn't I already answer this?.

How was your weekend?
Depressing.

Are you a mean person?
I can be.

Who's the last person that texted you?
Michelle

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yes.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
Not much anymore.

Where is your cell phone?
Right in front of me.

How often do you say you're sorry?
Probably often.

What color is your toothbrush?
Blue and white.

What woke you up today?
nothing, I just sorta woke up.

Has anyone called you baby?
Yes, but only pedos.

What is something you disliked about your day?
It was blah.

Have you kissed anyone whose name started with J?
Yes.

Did you date anyone last summer?
I don't think so? Maybe? I can't remember.

Are you your best friend's best friend?
I really hope so.

Do you get even when you're mad?
No.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, a few times.

Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
A few friends. Mainly just the same few.

Where will you be twelve hours from now?
At work.

Can you make yourself cry?
Sometimes.

Is your recent hair color your natural hair color?
No.

Do you fall for people easily?
Unfortunately, yes. :/

Have you ever texted someone while you were in the same room?
Haha yeah.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Well, I think I'd like to be an art teacher...for what grade, I'm not sure.